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Sunday, December 14, 2008

在逆境中学会如何更爱护自己,珍惜生命,感恩。(真实体会)

前言:



气喘病总是在每年的十二月份突然来到我身上,它可以是很轻微,也可以让我痛不欲生。这一次,我实在是受够了!如果不是曾经患有气喘病的人,他们根本无法体会和了解气喘患者有多么的辛苦,有时我实在很遗憾身边有的人总是认为为什么我走路慢????总是不能和他们同步??????去爬山时总是不耐走几步????他们到底有没有体会到是因为我身体虚弱?????根本没有几个人能理解我身体虚弱这回事,他们也许在心里责怪我怎么那么脆弱???做不了大事???如果我说我该好好照顾自己身体,他们就认为我这个人怎么假正经,像大小姐??难道照顾身体有错吗??如果我病了,也只有我自己痛苦,他们能帮到我什么???说到这,我实在不能再和那些没有同理心的人在一起,不想因为和他们在一起而让自己受委屈。我答应自己不再理会那些以自己为中心的人在一起了。



第一章:



在和病魔做战时,我体会到每一次的心跳和呼吸是那么的神圣。如果我们能健康的活着,我们就不应该为生活上的琐事弄得怨天尤人,一点点小挫折而气馁。考试成绩不理想,爱情失败,和朋友之间出现摩擦,这些总总的生活小问题算得了什么???成绩考的一塌糊涂,还可以再努力过,感情失败而失恋了有什么那么痛苦?大不了再再找个真心的人。被朋友利用或看透了任何一个朋友,最多不要再和他们联络,不要想起那个人。健康没有了,要到哪里去找????有些病,你要受尽无数的痛苦与折磨,吃药吃到你没钱,浪费你多少青春岁月才能康复。等你康复时,你发现你已经错过了许多事情,带来的只是遗憾和一个憔悴的模样!!!




第二章:


话说今年年尾的大学假期,我需呆在大学做FINAL YEAR PROJECT,就进实验室做我最后一年的功课。预测我的PROJECT需要花两三个月时间来完成。话虽这么说,但这一切人算不如天算,进行实验的材料到现在都还没运到,弄到我不能安心有个长假。怕回家时突然就要开始做LAB了,所以就只好延迟在大学宿舍多住几个星期。11月尾时,我因呆宿舍无聊的缘故,便随同学校一班同学到 LUNDU的GUNUNG GADING去爬山玩水。爬山对我而言其实是种痛苦和折磨, 但既然去到那里我就试一试爬上去。我无法形容我对多高山上的斜坡有多么的恐惧,和害怕。我不知身心有多么的疲倦,要我爬完整个行程,实在委屈我自己了。当时的我身体上状态还出于体力充足,所以我还是顺利爬完山了。多谢当时班上的男生,在山中行走时扶持我好多次,我才能平安下山。



第三章:


从GUNUNG GADING爬山回来之后的第六天,我又跟朋友去到BAKO NATIONAL PARK爬山了。这次的旅程太多惊险了。在坐船到那里时,因为大海的风浪波涛汹涌,浪潮卷过时犹如一只老虎,似乎要把我吞没,我几乎吓得失魂落魄,无法望出大海,心里不断呼唤:我不要,真的好怕好怕。船在海上的摇晃弄得我已经没有力气说话,好怕船会出事,最惨的事情事,当天我们全部人没有提供求生衣!!!!在BAKO的日子,我有喜也有悲。喜悦的事情,我每天都有机会在宿舍的门外看见许多猴子在玩乐,他们非常的顽皮又胡闹。观察它们的一举一动让我觉得很兴奋又得意。偶尔也有山猪走过,这里就是它们的家园。到这里的游客几乎都是顾古的洋人,他们对大自然有很大的好奇心,更喜欢爬山冒险。



第四章:


第一天在BAKO爬山时,其实我很想放弃,因为我当时都已经有气喘病了。我相信当时我应该坚持拒绝不去爬上山,现在就不会搞到这个地步。但是,时间不能回头,与其后悔过去,不如好好奋斗未来。如果再给我做选择,我在BAKO爬山时我应该要拒绝朋友要求我把山爬完,毕竟那时我的身体已经是很虚弱了。为什么????为什么我要那样傻傻听从别人的话????只为了配合别人,却牺牲了自己???我觉得很不值得!!他们根本不知道我身体的状况!!!!无论如何,我已经答应自己,以后不会再害怕拒绝别人了,我绝对不会再伤害自己的健康。无论怎样,要以自己为第一,只有我自己能爱护我自己。 那些没有病痛,没有身体上软弱的人,他们永远不能有同理心,根本不能理解气喘病的痛苦。



第五章:

12月9日,我从古晋飞回家乡SIBU,想回去家里见见家人和外地回来的姐姐。这一天早晨,我从一起身就非常不舒服了。这应该是前一天宿舍没水,我喝不够水和食堂关闭,我又吃不好,身体又开始弱了。我实在看不下这个大学差劲的设备,害得我病成这样!!!!我身体感到没有力气,体温升高,气喘恶化,可是我还是得准备去机场。这一天,我可以说是一生中最倒霉的了。朋友帮我祖去机场的车竟然放我飞机,我只差一点就去不了飞机场了。幸好之后联络上一个同学,他赶到来载我,当时太感谢上帝了。到了机场,我还是感到恐慌,只怕不能CHECK IN了。后来,我还是过关了。可是飞机却延迟了一个小时。我吃了药,在机场昏昏沉沉,身体有很弱,多怕自己睡着了。



第六章:

在飞机上,我突然感到呼吸困难。我知道气喘又来折磨我了。那半小时的行程,我根本无法正常呼吸,我不断挣扎,只希望可以得到足够的氧气。我很辛苦却不懂能向谁求救。我只好忍到下机。到了SIBU机场,我还是身心疲惫。我赶快到厕所为自己服用INHALER这是我第一次使用,结果我在紧张了情况下却用了过多的气喘的药物。领了行李,上了TAXI,我开始觉得浑身不对劲。我全身无力,开始发抖,脸部发麻了!!!!我开始怀疑我做错一样事情了,我已经OVERDOSED了。我在挣扎,是不是该叫司机送我去SIBU GENERAL HOSPITAL了???可是,我真的好想回家了。后来,我快到家时,已经忍不住要崩溃了。我几乎没有力气打电话给我妈妈。到了家门,我感到痛苦极了,我无法走下TAXI,反而要我妈妈陪我立刻到私人医院去急救。我好害怕好害怕,害怕自己撑不住。当时因为药物的副作用,我的心脏跳得好会好快。感觉心脏就在外面一样,我实在吓坏了。到了医院。我给医生检查后,我确实是服用过量气喘药。当时我不放心自己,结果住院观察。当时的我情绪低落,又很难过。回不到家,身体又这么糟糕。


第七章:


今天是十二月十五日,早上起床我终于感觉到以前正常的呼吸。真的好久没有感受到这正常呼吸的感觉了。这一刻我不知等了多久???我相信今天是我生命重新复兴的一天。感谢上帝重新给我的生命重新活过来。眼看我只有几个月我就即将结束大学生涯,我只希望可以在毕业是微笑离开大学,而不是带着许多遗憾离开。感谢身边曾经帮助过我的同学,但是有些被我看透的人,我只好感谢他们让我学会更坚强,虽然心中已经原谅他们,但是保持距离是我能保护自己最好的方法。



如今我总算等到了我的晴天,多谢上天,我还有生命的气息。。。我答应自己,从此以后一定要活得更好!!!



<<等一个晴天>>

阳光在照亮你的脸
难忘你微笑的双眼
那是你让离别可以晴朗一点
你背影我目送到今天

等一个晴天
我们会再相见
你说了风吹我就听见
笑着说再见
就一定会再见
心晴朗就看得到永远

等一个晴天
我们会再相见
你说了风吹我就听见
笑着说再见
就一定会再见
心晴朗就看得到永远

因为很想念
每天都是晴天
心晴朗就看到永远

阳光中风筝飞上天
你笑着回到我面前
让我像那风筝贴着天空的脸
让爱是今生不断的线










Friday, November 21, 2008

When I was In Kuala Lumpur......

Met this funny monkey while shopping in 1 Utama shopping mall, ahaha.....its expression is fun and cute rit??


Saw this natto(Japanese fermented bean) while shopping in the supermarket...I was arranged very nicely....I used to taste it, but i scare of the smell and sticky texture...

I like to eat fruits, see these 3 types of fruit are arranged according there colour...haha..is it like traffic light??? The guava only can be found in west Malaysia, seedless guava, nice to eat.



This is one of my favourite food in KL, cantonese called"Mat Tou Yao".....got a lot of ingredients like gingko, sweet poteto, white fungus, jelly and others....really "Mat Tou Yao:"ah...hahaha...




Wah..the fish sold in supermarket really attractive to me....very fresh and arranged nicely... I love fish compared to meat!



Ha.....this is the content of "Mat Toh Yau", the drink is taste of longan....i prefer to drink cold one.



Another parrot at 1 Utama there, neighbourhood of the monkey....the feather is very pretty rit?


See the monkey....It tried to catch someting from the visitor! Be careful of your handphone if u taking photos with ur phone! Hahaha....

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Take a look in my room......

This cute aloe vera is given by Nikson, my cute coursemate...he told that he is as cute as the aloe vera..... :-)



Recently, I am reading these three book. The first book is very good for motivation....It is by Dale Carnegie in Chinese. (RM16)The second book is about long life and healthy lifestyle in Okinawa.(only RM12) The last book also very good, the book tells how tidy up and wash up ur room can help simplify ur life and cheer up ur days!!!(only RM12)



This is the overview of my room...Do you think there are many things in my room?? I just rearrange it recently....a lot of cats beside my radio!

A special visitor to my room in university.

You know what? I really like taking photos for cats....last week, a calico cat simply wandering into my apartment....I was very excited to take photos for her....she looked so gorgeous isn' it? Haha..I am really crazy about cat....Was she looking at my Koi fish in my room? Wah...she was so clever...knew that there were big fish hanging in my room!


She was naughty gal..like to play with the wood in my living room......


Scanining in my room...Oppsss, steped on my book?!!! My healthy book...

12 hours shopping on 14th November 2008

Haha.....Hua Ying and Ping Ping walked in front of me...it was at Padungan road there I think....not good in rememebering the road name... :-)

Past by a cafe....they put some pictures of old English stars....look quite nice...

There is a christmas tree beside the cafe, this reminds me the Christmas is coming soon next month!!! Gonna plan some funs for my Christmas in 2008....any idea for me? :-P

This is Ya Da Jie in kuching, is that china town in kuching? I dun know much about this street, can anyone tell me? It looks very historical....

Take a near look on the piggy......

This is Red bean bun actually, it taste quite nice...as it was freshly produced..the red bean was still hot.......

Happy hour after final exam......14th Nov 2008


The 1st day of I went out enjoy after final exam was with my coursemates, Hua Ying, Wei Yen and her friend-Xue Zhen, Ping Ping. We had our breakfast at somewhere near Kuching airport there....It is a chinese "Dim Sum" restaurant, I forgot the name already, Chong Hua?? You see, I like the piggy buns, so cute..never see this before..the other were siaw mai, dumping and gyoza......other foods I ordered that not showned here were a bowl of tea, Gui Ling Gao and "Luo Bo Gao" and fried bee hoon.....after that, we were having 12 hours shopping in kuching!

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I am a biotechnology student. A girl whose like to study Japanease so much...Love sing Japanese Karaoke.Love cat so much.Like going shopping and reading nice books....My favourite places that I enjoy most are K box, Kinokuniya Bookstore and DAISO.